to be or not to be thats his question

how long should he live in past, past has already betrayed him. it's never coming again.
how long should he run away from future, future is so eager to hug him. it's unavoidable.
some things are not meant to work, some things are best to be forgotten, but unforgettable.
some things are good to remember, every day, every hour, every moment, but that doesnt work.
is that how one really feels, or just feels that he feels something like that.
is that what one really wants, or just wants that he wants something like that.
if the feelings are true, then why doesnt he forget the past, embrace the future.
if the feelings are fake, why does he care about past, ignoring the future.
perhaps he doesnt understand, that he is not the one, he is just another one.
perhaps he does understand, what he has lost, was never there with him.
no it cant be his dilemma, as he knows each and everything, there is no choice to make.
no it cant be his weakness, as it came out of his strenght, with the choice that he made.
he has tied himself, with the fragile ropes, which are so easy to break, yet making him helpless.
he has threatened himself, with the fear, that the bonds will be easily broken, setting him free forever.
why does he want to do all this, knowing that he is trapping himself.
why does he want to escape, if he himself wants to be there, be trapped.
no one can help him, neither u nor me nor himself, he has stopped listening, everything.
no one can save him ... forget it, why do u care, no one will even remember him tomorrow.

- he